Vax’ildan (
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melodiesofkupo2018-05-16 06:13 pm
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So...
We have what? A month or two left at Curti Center?
Has anyone figured out where the fuck they want to move to yet?
We have what? A month or two left at Curti Center?
Has anyone figured out where the fuck they want to move to yet?
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I do, believe me. Maybe I'm just too prone to the pessimist outlook or something. It's not like I'm not trying to change, but it's not an overnight process. There are still people who make me want to change for the better, even if I don't have them with me right now, and letting them down isn't really an option.
I think if any of them showed up, though... I don't know if I could deal with that, considering the circumstances so far.
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But if they came -- they'd know. The shit you keep bottled up. Or the shit you let out, because it's people that don't know you well enough to really get hurt by it.
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I can't quite decide if it would be better for them to know, or to have to rebuild everything from the ground up. In the case of those already here, we weren't quite close enough for it to have been a huge issue, but if it were someone I was better acquainted with...
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It could be an issue, I won't lie. I suppose... if it were me, part of me would rather just have it over with. Part of me would rather keep them from ever finding out.