I do, believe me. Maybe I'm just too prone to the pessimist outlook or something. It's not like I'm not trying to change, but it's not an overnight process. There are still people who make me want to change for the better, even if I don't have them with me right now, and letting them down isn't really an option.
I think if any of them showed up, though... I don't know if I could deal with that, considering the circumstances so far.
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I do, believe me. Maybe I'm just too prone to the pessimist outlook or something. It's not like I'm not trying to change, but it's not an overnight process. There are still people who make me want to change for the better, even if I don't have them with me right now, and letting them down isn't really an option.
I think if any of them showed up, though... I don't know if I could deal with that, considering the circumstances so far.